Several years ago after having 4 children and my youngest being 8, I found out I was pregnant – much to the suprise of myself as well as the dr. I was 5-1/2 months before I even realized it.  I was so scared.  Fear overtook every aspect of my life. I couldn’t go backwards so like many I started making “deals” with God ifl He would let me live. A few months later, my daughter was born. I share thi…s story because, so many of us become pregnant with a vision. We don’t realize that God is really using us til we are close to giving birth to it and we start having panic attacks. You don’t have to make “deals” with God, you just have to have faith. Trust what God has planted in you and let it grow so it can be birthed.